HELLO WILLY HU YOU BETTER COME BACK FROM TAIWAN FAST BECAUSE A'S ARE COMING AND WILL BE OVER IN A BLINK OF AN EYE. WHICH COINCIDENTALLY MEANS THAT WE'LL NEED TO ORGANISE MORE RUGBY GAMES DURING THE WEEKENDS. YOU BETTER DON'T ACT CUTE AND SAY WE CANNOT PLAY DUE TO A'S, AND CALL THE J1S. I'LL KILL YOU. JIAYU AND SEOWWEI THE FARMER WILL SLAUGHTER YOU. OKAY LA BY THE TIME YOU COME BACK YOU ALSO WON'T BE SEEING THIS BUT I DON'T CARE I JUST FEEL LIKE TYPING BRAINLESSLY TO SOMEONE BRAINLESS. HOPE YOU WON'T FIGHT WITH WILD BEARS OVER THERE. THEY ARE CUTE AND SHOULD BE CUDDLED AND NOT GET BOXED - LIKE WHAT YOU DID TO THE CAN OF RED BULL ON THAT DAY. DON'T BE DUMB ANYMORE FOR GILBERT IS SOMETHING WE'RE ALL PROUD OF.

HELLO JIAJIA, SEOW WEI!!(JIAJIA'S STYLE), JIA EN, AI LIN, WO XIANG NIAN NI MEN. WO XIANG NIAN AHBERT YE SHI :(

sometimes I feel like I own the bestest friends I can ever get man.

The LAST straw

I did crap today because I fell sick. I'm so friggin lousy, I can't stand it. While typing this entry, I'm breaking out in cold sweat due to sneezing like a frog for the past few hours while watching WZBQW on youtube just now despite being in an aircon room. And NOW, I have to attend a birthday celebration which I really want to go, but don't know can make it anot as you all know, night times are like the only time for me to study, not forgetting the fact that now I'm sick, terribly. I don't know what to wear later either.

Good news is that I've watched till the episode that Mingdao fell in love back with QIAOEN and this makes me feel way much better emotionally. But the pressure of A's now is able to offset any pleasing feeling I would be feeling for the next ten years. The impact is so powderful I tell you that it's similar to the bombings at Hiroshima and Nagasaki a few decades back.

I'm cold now. You won't blame me for attending the celebration in my OHSOSHUAI windbreaker right?

I demand an explanation for my useless body. Can't even run. Not even nice. Might as well just go and die.

GAHH, I need to go bathding now. Byeworld. OH! I NEED TO UPLOAD NICE GROUP PHOTOS ON THE TOUCH RUG BLOG SO THAT THEY WILL PICK ONE WITH A CHIO-ER US. HAHAHAH OKAY BYE

Why must everybody I know, leave me one day?

And now, as a matter of factly - why must you leave us now? To think we thought that it was pretty awkward when you first joined us, and now? You're leaving, and probably never looking back again, which I pray not.

Why must people leave? Is it me or what? If it's me, can you all don't leave and let me leave instead?

I can't cope with losses. I really can't.

You were our inspiration. You'll always be.

Pimples.

Rugby was shiok. It's been awhile. Started at 10am (some stupid nehnehs were late) when it was supposedly to start at 9am, make laoniang wake up so early! LBHFULJDH. And we ended around 1. Played like free. Very very good.

Something rare I think. I think and I hope there'll be another one next week, which would most probably be the last one :(, till we all get send back to hell to mug like fuck again. So, uh, will miss the guys of course, and the girls. (: But can we still play on every alternate saturdays? HAHAHA. willy, you must make the choice. I think it's cool though, fortnightly ain't that bad la.

Such stuff are things that I really like to do, but won't really get the chance to do it. Talk about opportunities and chances. :S

I was intending to blog about the future, about rugby and photography, but I decided against it cos afterall, it's my future. (:

Anyway, some weird psycho resolutions:

1. Stop saying 'fuck'. Like totally exclude it from my vocab bank from today onwards.
2. LOSE WEIGHT IN TIME. SIAO ALR.
3. Lesser Hokkien and more Cantonese.
4. Run
5. Study smart

Not in any order.

And to YOU(THE BLOODY LITTLE POS):

You could have just fucking reply me. Get this straight, it's YOU cutting off all connections with me, NOT ME cutting off with you. IT'S YOU. So save the pretence you have to come up with whenever you see me in person in school. What's with acting nice(teeny weeny extent) and all smiley when you're with my friends? That's disgusting. A reply, wouldn't die! Fuck no! I WILL NOT GET MISLED BY A "YEAH SURE" or "haha, ok. what are the details?" I WILL NOT GET MISLED AND THINK THAT YOU LIKE ME. GROW UP FOR GOD'S SAKE. You're bloody 18, and still so immature in your thinking?! What's going through your mind all the time huh? And stop talking about the 'misleading me' part, I just feel like slaughtering you everytime you tell our common friend about it. You mean it as if I'm like throwing myself on you. AM I!? NO!!!! I JUST ASKED WHETHER YOU WANT TO HELP OR NOT, AND IT WASN'T EVEN TYPED BY ME! I JUST FORWARD WHATEVER MSG THAT WAS SENT TO ME, AND NEEDED YOUR HELP, THAT'S ALL. A reply won't die la omg! AND IM FREAKING NOT THROWING MYSELF ON YOU! ARGH. YOU HAVE TO GET THIS STRAIGHT. IM NOT MISLED. NOT! I don't know how many times I have to reemphasise on this BUT I AM NOT! Stop making me sound like a total airhead please, thank you very much asshole. ergh. If an sms would be misleading, I would have died infinite times, thanks.

GAH. IDIOT STUFF.

it's a tad too early to let go,

something's that everlasting.

after mid years:

- online shopping.

- sleeeep

- rugby

- change skin

- do everything i'm currently lacking.

for now:

- wake up

- study

- survive

- go to bed